Gah.
An earfull of BS
Tears.
A friend told me I went so long shutting out everything that when I finally let "him" in, I gobbled it up, it woke something up in me and was hungry for more and more. I missed the affection, the attention, the contentness, and the happiness. She told me with this last relationship I saw the real mecome back.
That makes me sad. I tried for so long to be that strong single woman that didn't need a man. I got a taste of something that came naturally and that actually fit snuggly into my life and I fell apart when it went away.
I don't want to go back into my hole. It's taking everything I've got to not curl up and disappear for a while.
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